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Monday, November 19, 2007

Could there be an abnormal PAP? Really???

So, today I get two messages from the lady who calls about lab results from my OB/GYN. I had a re-PAP last week (yes, more stuff in me - yippee) and now they call, but don't leave the results on the message. Are they trying to drive us into the looney bin? Bill's not sure how much more we can take...I'm not sure if I even want to call this lady back! I know that avoidance is not the answer, but if it's bad news, I don't know if Bill's going to be able to make it through. We can't handle many more bumps in the road, but we'll find out tomorrow.

My gut feeling is that this is nothing. I've had issues with my cervix forever and I'm usually fine! I think she was just calling me to tell me that it was fine, but they won't leave results (good or bad) on a machine.

Oh, and only one person asked me during conferences if I had any kids...thanks, lady! I answered back with a calm "no." What I really wanted to say was, "no, we don't yet, but we're working through our infertility issues on so many different levels. Thanks for asking." I don't know how well that would have gone over. Who cares?

More later on the PAP drama...fingers crossed that everything is fine, I don't need any more operations, and we can go ahead with this IVF. Oh, and that Bill makes it through this without having a major breakdown...my Bill-inator...he had a crack in his armor tonight. Gotta love him though...he helps me with every shot and every medicine dose...he's the best!