Sometimes I feel like an imposter being pregnant. I don't know why...I just do.
I feel fake taking congratulations and talking about pregnancy. I feel totally strange thinking about buying anything for the babies right now...even though I'm a shopping ho.
I feel like this growing belly (that's right - at 9 weeks already...I'm getting huge!) isn't mine...where'd it come from? How'd it get there? Shouldn't I be going in for more bloodwork soon?
Please don't get me wrong...I know how lucky we are and I know that I should be nothing but happy, but I still feel a little like a faker.
Oh, and I came home from tutoring tonight to promptly throw up (first time all day). Bill watched me through the door and I realized that this is the first time he's seen me throw up - EVER. Just another thing that can bring us closer together (gross)!
Okay...thanks for letting me vent...I needed that. I feel better now...gotta go to bed and finish watching the Biggest Loser.