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Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Love it!

I love when I get up and walk across the room...the look that Hailey gets on her face with the sheer anticipation of my arrival is the best. She's so adorable.

Matthew gets this huge grin on his face that say, "how could you not pick me up?" and he's usually right.

The fact that our dog just sat in front of the cabinet for 1/2 an hour until I retrieved a wayward piece of food that slipped back there. She is nothing if not persistent!

Funk

I don't know if it's the weather, the fact that I hate January/February, or if I'm starting to get post-partum depression now...4 months later. I'm in a shitty mood. I couldn't sleep last night...well, actually, the babies kept waking up and "talking" to themselves in the middle of the night. When I would finally get myself down to sleep, I kept hearing "you suck," "I hate myself," and "you could be a better mother." What the fuck is that about? I don't actually agree with any of those things, but why were they running through my head...as was the christening which we have yet to plan (or pick a church or a denomination for that matter), money (does that ever stop?), nursery school (really?), and whether or not I should hang their clothes or put them in a dresser. That is ridiculous shit.

I guess I can chalk it up to the fact that I think I have just gotten my first period since November 23, 2007...that's right...2007! Maybe all of those hormones just come rushing back...so much fun.

On a happier note, the babies are doing great...I love them so much and we are starting to have a lot of fun. Hailey is still hooting like an owl and Matthew is the loudest kid I know! There is a lot of ice here today...roads aren't so bad, but the trees are covered...it's really pretty.