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Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Sorry, I'm Just Not That Into You (today)...maybe next week


See that picture? The one up there? The one where I look all happy and so does my daughter? Where has that gone? Why am I just not feeling it?

We went back to Kindermusik yesterday after being off for Spring Break last week...
Sigh... I don't know...

I just couldn't do it...


I couldn't flit around the room with scarves pretending I was an airplane...

I couldn't get into singing those songs...the Hello Song, Wind Me Up, Someone Came to London (not the real names, but they were something like that...I couldn't focus).


I couldn't pretend that I cared who was under that scarf...

I couldn't get really interested in the plane noises she was playing on her iPod...

I couldn't corral my kids to sit on my lap and wait their turn for bells...

I couldn't keep Matt from jumping under that damn parachute and laughing his ass off while the instructor needed everyone out...that part was pretty funny...I'd have to say this was the only part of the class that I
did get into...

I couldn't feel guilty for staring at our instructor incredulously and wonder how high she has to get before class to do this shit all morning long...

I couldn't help but say it to another woman who (thankfully) laughed...

I couldn't believe how heavy Matthew was when I picked him up to be an airplane...seriously, kid...what are you eating?

I couldn't rock to the beat or soothe my children during the slow song b/c while Hailey was on my back (yes, you can rock a child on your back), Matt was desperately trying to push her off so he could rock on my back...he settled for side saddle...he got my shoulder...


I just wasn't that into Kindermusik today...


What's gotten into me? Am I losing my Kindermusik mojo? Is it time for a new activity? It might be...sigh...