So, as I wander through this crazy life that I've built for myself, I often find myself wondering...
WHY CAN'T I SAY EXACTLY WHAT I WANT TO SAY WHEN I WANT TO SAY IT???
Ahem, not to say that I'm frustrated, but...
SOMETIMES I WANT TO SCREAM MY HEAD OFF AT SO MANY THINGS THAT ARE GOING ON IN MY LIFE, BUT I'M STUCK KEEPING IT ALL INSIDE BECAUSE I DON'T WANT ANYONE'S FEELINGS TO BE HURT.
Ahem, I've been thinking about this for a long time and here is what I've come up with.
While I would still like to continue to write in this blog (for friends, family, and other twin Moms who are
addicted to interested in what goes on in our life), I think I need something more.
I think I need a blog that I can write for just me...as a person...not just a mother.
Something that will address issues that reach beyond the spectrum of the Crazies.
Something that will allow me to get my frustrations out in a constructive manner, but that will protect the innocent.
Up to this point, I've simply written the posts, but kept them unpublished for fear of hurting someone or making someone mad, or just not wanting to deal with the shit that comes along with really opening yourself up.
What I'm thinking is that I'll simply keep it to blog peeps (i.e. people who I have a low likelihood of ever running into in real life, so I don't have to worry about pissing them off) rather than IRL friends or family.
Some of you have done this...you have opened a private blog for your own personal crap.
Is it worth it?
BTW...I have sucked at reading blogs while I've been on vacation and will probably cave and erase my entire Google Reader when I get back, so if something really big is going on, please let me know...I'll be coming off my high of everything Disney (can we say overproduction????).