I went on two job interviews this past Monday. I feel that they went well. I have no indication of any decisions right now and I'm freaking out.
I don't get anxious.
I don't have anxiety issues.
I typically also don't have to deal with very many situations that are completely out of my hands.
Will I have a job? Did they like me? Did I say anything dumb (you'd think this could be in my control, but sometimes I talk so much and so fast during an interview that it does get out of my control)? Is there someone better than me? Did I know my material well enough? Did I sell myself?
I haven't a clue.
I felt good Monday. I was busy Tuesday, so I didn't really think about it. Then comes Wednesday and I wake up with a pit in my stomach.
Ugh...totally out of my hands.
I have experience. I have a good reputation. I love teaching. I'm good at teaching. I engage my students. Shouldn't that be enough???
Fingers crossed because its out of my hands.